Monday, June 22, 2009

8 Things

*Tagged by Shauni*
8 Things I did Yesterday
  • Woke up (the first time) to breakfast-in-bed
  • Nearly cried reading my personalized Fathers' Day card
  • Spent a full hour watching and playing with Jaren
  • Taught a lesson in Elders Quorum
  • Spent some quality time with Shauni
  • Woke up (the second time) to Jaren climbing all over me (and enjoying it thoroughly)
  • Used all my powers of persuasion to convince one of my patients she needed a bath
  • Sat with another one of my patients as he took his last breaths

8 Things I look forward to

  • Being done with school (for good)
  • Moving back up to the mountains
  • Being able to work humanly decent hours again
  • Seeing the technology of tomorrow
  • Visiting Brazil again, and seeing the world
  • Growing old with my wonderful sweetheart
  • Watching my kids be born and grow up
  • The Millennium

8 Things I wish I could do

  • Lose weight!
  • Get straight A's
  • Spend more time with my family
  • Understand people, society, and nature better
  • Find someone to play Axis & Allies with (and the time)
  • Take trips all over the world with Shauni
  • Find a career that's fulfilling
  • Be able to tell my wife how much I really love her

(I think I'll skip the eight shows, see Shauni's blog)

8 People I tag

(this will be hard)

  • Derek
  • Dallin
  • Mom
  • Dad
  • Emy
  • Asher
  • That's all I can think of for now

Friday, June 12, 2009

Of Politics and Poetics,

No, I haven't read Aristotle, yet, but I am (finally) reading Thomas More's Utopia. I guess I just didn't feel ready to read it until I had done some background research on it so I would understand the context of it. Shauni found a Norton Critical Edition of it for me, and there are several essays and introductions by famous authors and scholars, like C.S. Lewis, about the nature of the book, the history of the humanist movement, and communism. There is also a reprinting of Amerigo Vespucci's account of his travels among the Native Americans that was popular at the time More was writing Utopia, and probably influenced his ideas.

I especially liked C.S. Lewis's interpretation of the book. He believes it's a work of fantasy and poetics, not a political treatise, and refers to it as a "jolly invention." He advises that the best way to read it is with the desire to be entertained and pleased, not necessarily educated and admonished. There are, of course, lots of incongruities and contradictions in More's descriptions of the perfect society, and some of his descriptions are obviously meant to make one laugh: for example, the Utopians have no use for gold and silver, so, they make their vessels, and, yes, their toilet seats out of it!

I think it's fascinating that a work of fiction like Utopia began such an important genre of books, and even spawned an opposite genre: dystopias. For some reason, the latter is more well-known and read, and includes many famous titles, like: 1984, Fahrenheit 451, Brave New World, The Time Machine, Animal Farm, A Clockwork Orange, The Sheep Look Up, The Giver, Atlas Shrugged, Anthem, and lots of well-known short stories, such as; The Lottery, Harrison Bergeron, and Those Who Walk Away from Omelas. I think the intention of the authors of such books is basically the same as those who write about Utopias, the only difference is their method. By portraying a dysfunctional and unbearable future, with its roots in current affairs and politics, the reader feels a sense of dread, and even rage at those affairs, and is mobilized to political activism out of fear, if nothing else.

The reason I bring this up, is because at present, my own political views are in a sort of toss-up. You've seen the headlines, that say "We're all Socialists now!" And it's true, but I don't know how I feel about that. My own understanding of the perfect society is rooted in the teachings of Joseph Smith, Brigham Young, and other modern and ancient prophets. From what I understand, the world should and will be run in a communist, theocratic, and dictatorial style when Christ comes again. The very mention of such forms of government strikes fear and disgust into the heart of many Americans, because, as we know, these forms of government have been tried before with disastrous results, and we count them among the "worst" regimes in human history. The main difference between those systems of government who have professed to rule their subjects in these ways, and the "Kingdom of Heaven," lies in the capacity, benevolence, and enlightenment of its anointed king: Jesus Christ.

The first time I attempted to define my political positions, I saw that my, mostly religious, views about the perfect society were inseparable from my ideals about the real world. I realized that, even though I claim to be conservative and Republican, my views lie quite far to the left on economic, environmental, and some social issues, and I also realized that the biggest reason why I continue to identify myself as Republican, is because it is the only major party who professes to support family values, the sanctity of human life, and individual, as well as national, freedom.

I say "professes," because after 6 years with a majority in the House and Senate, as well as the Presidency, the Republican party did very little to come through on its promises to social conservatives. It seems to me, that the party takes my moral allegiance for granted, and supposes that they can impose all of their economic agenda on people like me, while doing as little as possible to assuage our growing concern that we are being taken advantage of.

Another important event in the shaping of my political philosophy came when I read George Orwell's 1984. Orwell, a self-proclaimed socialist, foresaw the great dilemma of a socialist world revolution. After every revolution, or mass re-distribution of wealth, the social distinctions that create inequality are temporarily upset, but quickly settle back into their three, distinct strata: upper, middle (sometimes not obvious), and lower. The problem is, that with each successive revolution, the ability of the lower class to unite and disturb the social order becomes less and less. Those in power learn from history-- they refine their methods and motives in order to avoid another upset, and, as Orwell foresaw, eventually become so adept at thwarting these proletarian revolts as to make a successful campaign against themselves impossible. This leads to a complete police-state, "big brother," and seeking for power for power's sake.

The attempted socialist world powers were great failures at bringing the equality and better standards of life for the poor that they promised. The best way to measure the efficacy of an economic policy is to analyze its results. In this light, to paraphrase President Obama, "the free market is unmatched in its power to produce wealth." This is because the free market relies on market principles to function, i.e. going where the resources are, logistics, opportunism, and supply-and-demand. The down side is that when a free market is left to itself, and all of society has become dependent upon it, the inherent greed and ambition of mankind can become a monumental stumbling block for equality, the gap between the rich and the poor can become inexcusably large, and the overuse/misuse of natural resources and human labor can reach catastrophic limits. It also leads to a system where imaginary financial "products" become the life blood of many peoples' livelihoods, removing them from industries that truly produce and serve.

The opposite extreme is equally undesirable. A system where prices and wages are fixed, where cities and factories and farms are built with no attention paid to market principles and logistics, is slow, inefficient, un-adaptable, and prone to inability. It cannot respond to shortages, disasters, unforeseen circumstances, etc. These inabilities lead to underground "black" markets, where rare goods can be purchased, usually for much more than their worth. This creates even greater inequality than an unregulated free market. It also restricts choice of work and consumption, ignoring supply-and-demand.

The ideal economy would not necessarily be a compromise between the two extremes, but perhaps something new and unprecedented. John Nash, the mathematician biographied in the film A Beautiful Mind, proposed an economic theory that postulated a system in which instead of everyone aspiring for the best for themselves (i.e. highest pay, lowest price, highest quality, etc.), that we should be content with the 2nd best, good quality instead of highest, average bidder instead of lowest or highest, that we should make our economic choices with all humanity in mind. To paraphrase Spencer W. Kimball, "why should some of us wear shoes, and some go barefoot? Couldn't we all wear moccasins instead?" This is a conscious choice, not to mention a more equitable one, and from an evolutionary perspective, an adaptation that better ensures the continuation of the species, or the system. This could also be construed as a celebration of the mediocre, which has some validity. But history has shown that during times of selective pressure, i.e. climate change and mass-extinction, it is those species in the middle of the road, the adaptable and pioneering ones, and not the highly specialized, or, obviously, the terribly inept, that survive and thrive.

The reason I spend so much time talking about economic issues, is because I believe that being able to eat and meet the basic needs of life by working are a priory to all other social problems. After all, it is unequal control of wealth which creates most social problems. So, in an ideal world, I think I would be a socialist; however, since Jesus is not here yet to be our enlightened despot, I think we must be pragmatic in our goal to create equality for all Americans, and eventually, all people. In between now and the next time I post something, I'll try to finish Utopia and I'll let you all know what I think about it. To sum-up, here's a good quote from the Republic:
...everyone had better be ruled by the divine wisdom dwelling
within him; or, if this be impossible, then by an external authority, in order
that we may be all, as far as possible, under the same government, friends and
equals. (Book IX, pg 296)

Friday, June 5, 2009

My Roots

I've been thinking about where I came from a lot, lately. Tonight, at work, the Rabbi of one of our patients came in to say some prayers with him and his family and leave a blessing, and this reminded me of my own Jewish heritage. As all of you know, I am not Jewish, but even though my mother raised me as a Mormon, I have always felt close to my Jewish father's side.

My mom's family has been here in Arizona for at least 7 generations. They were among some of the first white settlers to come and set up permanent residence in the newly acquired territory, when its total population was about 2,000. They came as pioneers during the "exodus" from Nauvoo, Illinois, toward the Great Salt Lake valley, led by Brigham Young. Before coming west, they were among the earliest converts of the emerging sect of "Mormons," and some of my ancestors where relatives and personal friends of Joseph Smith, himself. Before the church began, many of my ancestors had lived in New England since the days of the pilgrims, and some had fought in the Revolutionary War. Another batch of my ancestors came to America after the church had been well established in Salt Lake, in the 1850's and later, the fruits of missionary work in Europe. They came from England, Denmark, and the Isle of Man. Most of them sailed across the Atlantic to New York, or New Orleans, and made their way to St. Louis or Independence, Missouri, where they were outfitted with covered wagons or handcarts, and made the long, and sometimes treacherous trek across the plains, to a new home in the Rocky Mountains; to Zion.

Among the more notable names in my genealogy are: Jonathan Browning, the famous gunsmith and inventor, and an acquaintance of Abraham Lincoln; Jesse N. Smith, first cousin to Joseph Smith, mayor of Parowan, Utah, and founder of the city of Snowflake, Arizona; Samuel Hollister Rogers, member of the famous Mormon Battalion, and early settler of northern Arizona; James Beauchamp Walker, captain of a wagon train of about 350 who crossed the plains; Peder Mortenson, a native of Denmark, and member of the ill-fated Willie Handcart Company; John Corlett McNeil, from the Isle of Man, early settler of northern Arizona, and of the Mormon colonies in Mexico; and his wife, Mary Ann Smith, famous pioneer woman from Lancashire, England, who was a resident for many years of Show Low, Arizona, served as the first leader of the women's relief society there, and kept a wonderful journal of her life and travels. There are many others, but I'll restrain myself.

If you can't tell, I am extremely proud of my Mormon heritage. Even though we refer to all members of the church as "Saints," I know they were just ordinary people. They involved themselves in controversial things: like polygamy, the Mountain Meadows massacre, and, in the first place, Mormonism. I can't apologize for them, and I don't need to. If things had been different, there's a good chance I might not even be here! But, for all their shortcomings, these ordinary people did some extraordinary things, for which they will be remembered with fondness by their descendants for generations to come.

I wish I could give as detailed an account for my father's side, but I can't. I don't know many names, but I do know their story: they were Jews living in central and eastern Europe, in Austria and Russia. Most likely, they had lived there since the middle ages, and had known persecution and prejudice. Those living in Russia were most likely confined to a geographical area known the the "pale of settlement," a sort of large ghetto or reservation for Jews. I know that they emigrated to the United States in the early 20th century, probably during the massive waves of immigration before WWI. And, lucky for them, they missed WWII, and the Holocaust. Now I understand why I love Fiddler on the Roof: Tevia might have been my grandfather! Once here in America, they lived in New England and around the Great Lakes, before health problems brought them to the beautiful climate of the Arizona desert, about 60+ years ago. I would love to know more about these incredible people, and I continue to search.

Do you see, as I do, a similar strain among these stories? These were people of faith, made strangers in their own land because of their beliefs. They had a similar yearning for a better life, in a better land, and this yearning was reinforced by their conviction that God would prepare a better place for them. Every year at Passover, a prayer is recited, which says: "This year we are in Egypt... Next year, we will be in Jerusalem, in the Holy Land!" From this yearning, one of the great political movements of the 20th century, Zionism, sprang up, with the aspiration to create a Jewish homeland in Palestine where Jews of all nationalities would be welcome. Similarly, the doctrines of Mormonism, as taught by Joseph Smith and succeeding prophets, emphasizes the building of a "New Jerusalem" here, on the American continent. The yearning for Zion (no reference to the FLDS intended) is in my blood.

I like to think that these people sailed oceans and crossed continents so that I don't have to. For me, Zion is not some far-away place where I will be happy, and feel at home. It is here, it is now, or, at least, it can be. I believe by choosing to live my life in a way as close as possible to the way I would live in my imagined utopia, I will be my best self, and I will be happy and at home. I also believe that by living this way, I will get the slightest sneak-peak of the real Zion, which is prepared for all those who know where to look.